Wednesday, February 4, 2009
My destiny,
What does dat means?
Love? Wealth? Health?
I dunno bout it.....
At ferz i tot dat destiny should b ended up wif a happy ending,
It was not lik wad i tot....
At ferz i was happy ytd,
Bao bei told mi sumthin,
Makes my mood going down,
Down lik until the infinity basement floor....
I couldn't control it,
It wasn't the ending dat i hope for,
It wasn't....
Vengeance and anger fully cover myself again,
Juz lik wad i'd been through last time....
No love, no attention, and i've got nth......
Den i tink deeper,
It was my destiny after all,
No 1 can i blame,
I can onli blame myself, blame my destiny.....
After all my happy ending wouldn't had happened anyway,
Juz leave it, i'm used to it.....
And now, i've a new equation from this....
GIFTED FROM GOD = NO HAPPY ENDING
I was gifted...
Gifted wif my brain....
And it made mi sick....
I wish i wouldn't had been through all this....
EH WAIT A MINUTE, WAD AM I DOIN???
DAMN IT...MY THOUGHTS CONTROLLED MY BODY AGAIN...
I'm the 1 controls myself, not u, my anger..........
Juz lik wad i've promised u bao bei....
I wish and i will control myself for u.....
FRENSHIP > LOVE.....
Love u bao bei.......
ITS ME .
